confession #001:
I am afraid of silencebecause it reminds me of how alone
we all are.
Labels: confessional
in order to change, you must hit rock bottom first.
Today the rooms echo more than usual. They seem emptier in a way; and as I began to depict each strange new sound, my mind began to wonder. What is the cause of change? Like why fruit ripens, nails rust, and ice melts. If things can change, humans should also be able to, right? One day you might have everything going your way, with confetti shooting from your ears, and spend the next, kicking and screaming in the other direction.What justifies this change? Must you hit rock bottom first in order to see that brighter picture? Some days I believe this.
One's rock bottom can differ from person to person. For Homer Simpson it was between a rock and a hard place, whereas another might be holding back tears and staring in the mirror wondering if they'll ever be able to change. This is where I set my foot down. If you are unhappy with your life, your actions, the way you look. Then change, goddamn it. And I know this is clichèd and overdone, but you really are the change you want to see in the world. I don't know about you, but I for one, am sick and tired of looking into that mirror and expecting the glass to crack or fill my head with negativity. Get some new perspective. You may not believe me right now but your choices will affect the world. Use it right(y).
the picture is just because. porn: boygaga.tumblr.com
smoking.
I usually don't approve of smoking. It reminds me of how our population is slowly dying out. However, I have recently begun to have the hots for it. Especially boys. Mhmm.
Labels: irrelevant
ridiculous.
i know life is unfair, but this is fucking ridiculous.