3.9.09 @ 20:36
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im immensely, vastly, hugely, intensely, acutely, singularly, uncommonly, unusually, decidedly, particularly, supremely, highly, remarkably, really, truly, mightily, terrifically, awfully, terribly, devilishly, majorly, seriously, mega, ultra, damn, damned, ever so, real, mighty, awful, way, darned, gosh-darn tired of it. im pretty sure the picture above gives you a slight hint as to what im on about. i give myself crap to what i look like and i want to dissapear because never have i ever just accepted what i look like. and why is it that society has taught us to hate ourselves, change ourselves, outdo ourselves, to look like that? why do we have to look like that? why does THAT have to be the perfect body? that all guys want and girls strive for? why thousands of girls everywhere go into depression and starve into nothing but bones that look like they're about to snap when you see them walking down the street. i think its finally starting to rub off on me or hit me in the face or whatever its doing. either way, im done. i dont want to eat anymore;